12 November, 1:50 p.m. The day that I lost my late father. My dad passed away at Prince Court Hospital. I LOST MY FATHER :'( THE ONLY ONE! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! He passed away because of PANCREASE CANCER.Dan dikebumikan di MAKAM TUAN HJ SAID, SEREMBAN. Bila aku and adik beradik aku sampai Hosp, ayah dah nak masuk ICU. And tak sempat 1 jam kat ICU, He's gone FOREVER :'( Bila aku tengok semua orang menangis, aku tak tahu apa-2 and then bila Aunty Zaharah hug me and she told me 'AYAH DAH TAKDE', and I was like......................... My life is nothing. Bring me to Allah too :'( I'm really sad. Yeah, imagine YOUR FATHER, THAT YOU LOVE SO MUCH AND YOUR ONLY ONE FATHER PASSED AWAY! :'( Now, who are gonna make a joke in this house? Who are gonna hang with us? Ya Allah, tabahkan lah hati ku ini. Masa paling sedih ialah bila nak kebumikan arwah ayah. Tanah semua dah nak tutup :'( And then Mama said 'Bye Ayah' My little brother and sister start to cried w/ my mom. And after 5 minutes, me & my sister cried too :'( My siblings already get gelaran 'ANAK YATIM'. How sad it is :'(  Still can't believe it but have to believe it. Aku pun mana boleh nangis jeh kan nanti arwah tak tenang. Hm, no matter it is no one can't replace my father. No one gonna replace him in my heart :'( The only man that I love so much in this world! Hm, someone said if I miss or thinking our memories just read Subhanallah Walhamdulillah Walaillahaillallah Huallahhuakbar :'( -AL FATIHAH-
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