12 November, 1:50 p.m. The day that I lost my late father. My dad passed away at Prince Court Hospital. I LOST MY FATHER :'( THE ONLY ONE! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! He passed away because of PANCREASE CANCER.Dan dikebumikan di MAKAM TUAN HJ SAID, SEREMBAN. Bila aku and adik beradik aku sampai Hosp, ayah dah nak masuk ICU. And tak sempat 1 jam kat ICU, He's gone FOREVER :'( Bila aku tengok semua orang menangis, aku tak tahu apa-2 and then bila Aunty Zaharah hug me and she told me 'AYAH DAH TAKDE', and I was like......................... My life is nothing. Bring me to Allah too :'( I'm really sad. Yeah, imagine YOUR FATHER, THAT YOU LOVE SO MUCH AND YOUR ONLY ONE FATHER PASSED AWAY! :'( Now, who are gonna make a joke in this house? Who are gonna hang with us? Ya Allah, tabahkan lah hati ku ini. Masa paling sedih ialah bila nak kebumikan arwah ayah. Tanah semua dah nak tutup :'( And then Mama said 'Bye Ayah' My little brother and sister start to cried w/ my mom. And after 5 minutes, me & my sister cried too :'( My siblings already get gelaran 'ANAK YATIM'. How sad it is :'(  Still can't believe it but have to believe it. Aku pun mana boleh nangis jeh kan nanti arwah tak tenang. Hm, no matter it is no one can't replace my father. No one gonna replace him in my heart :'( The only man that I love so much in this world! Hm, someone said if I miss or thinking our memories just read Subhanallah Walhamdulillah Walaillahaillallah Huallahhuakbar :'( -AL FATIHAH-

Hi, Aniya! Kita dah kawan selama 8 tahun 11 bulan. Believe it? Dari prasekolah lagi kita berkawan kan. And now sama sekolah menengah pulak! You are Fauna and I’m Flora. Hahaha, dari tadika sampai lah sekolah menengah kita jadi schoolmates :’) Banyak kenangan di antara kita kat SKTM kan. Kat SMKDL nih tak banyak sangat. Eh, tp kan aku tak ingat sangatlah kenangan kita masa darjah 1-4. Hehehe, yelah mana nak ingat, sekarang kan dah form1 Xd Hahaha k. Ingat tak masa darjah 5? Aku and kau always duduk sebelah-2 kan? Cikgu Riza selalu tukar kan tempat kita sama-sama. And then masa kelas kita kene buat persembahan masa kemerdekaan tuh? We spent all the day together, remember? Sokay if you don’t remember it :) Masa tuh kita start buat group. Me,You,Jaz and Azah. Hm, the name of the group is The Stylo Girl Xd Hahaha, masa tuh kan kita tak matured lagi. Hahaha, and then masuk ke alam darjah 6. Aku pindah kelas :( Aku dah tak sama kelas dengan korang. Bulan 5 kita dah start buat group Senior Sisters kan. Ahlinya, Jaz,Kau,Wawa,Teah,Mai,Pika and Riani. Sebab masa bulan 4 tuh aku gaduh dengan Sarah. Masa bulan 4 tuh, sebelum aku gadoh dengan dia aku kene buat pilihan di antara dia atau pun Senior Sisters. Of course aku pilih Senior Sisters :’D Aku dah kenal Senior Sisters lama dari aku kenal Sarah. Dalam Senior Sisters tuh aku kenal kau paling lama. Then masuk form 1, kita still one geng :’) Ingat tak masa part kau gadoh dengan Senior Sisters? Yang kau dah tak rapat dengan kitorang tp masa tuh hubungan di antara kita, still rapat macam dulu kan? :’) And at last kau jadi members of Radajazs. Then gadoh pulak, habis berkecai Radajazs. Lepastuh kau, ika, bal, maen and asfa buat group Candy Group. Masa tuh aku tak masuk lagi kumpulan tuh then aku nak masuk, korang bagi. So together we are THE CANDY GROUP :’D Afer a few months, kita semua tukar nama geng kepada CANDYLICIOUS FAMILY. Kita masukkan Aiereen kat geng. SO WE HAVE 7 MEMBERS OF CLF :D Kita balik sama-sama kan :) Hm, too many memories with you, Aniya! I’ll miss you so much :’( You will moving to Perak not Kl. It  so difficult to meet you :’( Why must Perak? Kenapa tak Bangi or Gombak or Damansara ke kan? Kan dekat sikit? At least boleh jumpa kat mcd ke kan. Hm, bila aku nak buat birthday party ke kan, cemana nak ajak kau? :( Macam kau confirm 100% boleh datang kan :’( Ya Allah, aku berharap sangat yang kau takkan pindah tapi apakan daya? Aku mana boleh paksa ayah kau. Its okay, setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan right? I’m just want to say that I LOVE YOU! And PLEASE DON’T FORGET ME? :’( OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER EVER END!  SORRY, I’LL STOP HERE! BYE NADZRATUL ANIYA BINTI RUZAIMAN :* 

Hello! The day is today. Today is my birthday :D Thankyou for all the wishes, guys! I love you all :* Will celebrate my birthday on 14/10 with mah beloved family, friends and sisters ^^ Hadiah? Dah dapat satu from my aunty ika! She gaves me pashmina, bruhhhh :D Yeayy! Hadiah yang lain tak tahu lah dapat` ke tak, tapi kalau dapat Alhamdulillah :') Tak dapat? Sokay, I'm getting older xD And Happy Birthday too to Marsheilla,my twin birthday :* Today birthday girl will only stay at home. Sokay, lagipun bahu aku sakit sebab salah tidur and adik aku yang lasak menyibuk tidur bilik aku :3 Hm, maybe kalau ayah nak pergi wedding aunty ika, kitorang pergi kot.Kalau aku tak pergi pun takpe sebab aunty geena tak datang. Tak dapat nak jumpa Rafif :( I miss the baby! He's getting gangster you know? Hahaha, but with me he's okayyy. Because I love him, and He love me.Awww, so sweet xD Hahaha, pukul 12:00 a.m tadi ramai yang wish birthday sampai bb aku stuck xD Hahaha, thanks again yehh guys :) Okay, GTG! Byeeeee :)

Hello the people. Its me again. Okay today is so an exhausted day ever! But I enjoy the day. We're happening! BUT IN ONE HOUSE WE ARE NOT! ....... Eh, jap. Cakap Melayu jelah. Okay...
Haa, dekat rumah shaaina. Aku & Aiereen jeh weh dalam rumah tuh EX-SKTM. Act kat rumah zureen pun sama. Tapi, takdelah rasa terpinggir sangat.  Eh, tapi lelaki tiga-2 yang datang memang ahh tak layan. Sebelum nak gerak rumah shaaina, kitorang weng-weng dulu. Mula-2 Rabi pakai then zureen bawak aku round. Peh, masyuk! Okay, let's see pictures in Zureen's house. The pretty girl who was wearing black & white blouse is Nur Syazmira Sabarudin :) A new friend from ex-skdp.Sorry, there is no photo in shaaina's house.






And now kita pindah ke rumah jaz :) Menggila habis. Macam buat rumah sendiri.  Hahahaha, dengan kerenah adik-2 dia lagi, Parents dia takde kat rumah, Firstly, bapak dia ada then dia keluar. So macam buat rumah sendiri ahh citenya ;) Hahaha xD Then mak dia kasi keluar. Dan ada pulak problem datang. Adik-2 dia busy nak ikut. Kitorang kene pujuk lagi. Aduh, and then finally dapat jugak keluar. Gi mcd. Aku & Aiereen pergi openhouse kak miera.Jaz & Kyra duduk mcd sat.Banyak gila gambar yang kitorang ambik. Tapi takkan lah aku nak masukkan semua right? Sikit jeh k. Nah tengok :-






See? Puas? Hahaha, I love you, girls :* Okay, done for today. Byeeeeee!



Lots of love,
Nurdini Asmady.




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